Showing posts with label appreciation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label appreciation. Show all posts

Thursday, 26 August 2010

The day of Dad's funeral

The day of dad's funeral

I wish we could have put “shame” in the coffin.
I wish you could've shed your fears and uncertainties and flown free without having to actually shed yr flesh and bones.
I wish you could've been there to see how many people turned up to your funeral;
How many words of genuine joy were spoken about you.
How many people cared.
I wish you could've seen the relatives reunited in conversation at the function afterwards.
I wish you could see your son taking over the housekeeping,
returning home to pay the milkman tho' he knew that it was not essential to do so on a day like today.
I wish you'd been there to see the many good things you leave behind
And, tho' I guess you are probably far too busy reuniting with your wife in whatever lies beyond us, I insist you take a moment to notice all of this.
And, also, to be thoroughly Proud of me!

Yr loving & stylish Daughter,
Chrystine Moon.

Wednesday, 4 August 2010

Musings on a grey day

It's a grey day here with amazing luminous clouds and patches of brightness. I feel tired, expansive and dreamy. My dad has a worrying health condition, yet to be fully confirmed. I'm so glad to be able to see and appreciate him amidst the challenges that made our family hard to celebrate at times. There are big challenges ahead. A beautiful moth has decided to die in my kitchen, currently hogging the bread bin in its graceful decline. Life feels delicate and amazing. I'm appreciating the friends who are here for me. ......