night mind

It's not insomnia... because that sounds unwanted... but i do love being awake at night... especially in the winter... warm & comfortable, home alone, feels freeing, like my mind switches on...plugs into the stars..revels in the autonomy of alone time after midnight.... feels magic and sparkling... gleeful... .... private.... *********** .........

random

haven't said anything random for a while.... rabbits! ... rioting... and a grass roots welfare state of ecstacy.... there that'll do for now....

new life

No, I'm not pregnant! : ) but am feeling the stirrings of rejuvenation.
I'm back in Wakefield in what was my childhood home, clearing out old wardrobe and cupboards, finding evidence of my mother's love for me i didn't have long enough to appreciate whilst we were both alive. Cleaning up, sorting thru, finding myself able to appreciate my brother, seperate from worrying about him. This wasn't a bad home! & we weren't a bad family, tho we were scared by our trials. : ) : ( I'm lucky to have this time... time to reflect & appreciate... to clear & sort....& build foundations for new adventures to come......